Originally posted on August 7, 2007
Know what I love? I love people who are so selfish and conceited that
they think their life is better or much much worse than mine so they
feel like they can judge me when they have never taken the time to know
me. There's this girl I work with, Andrea. No one likes her... it's
actually very sad how she has no friends at work but I dont' feel bad
for her anymore... No more will I try to be her friend because she's a
complete bitch. I could deal with her talking behind my back because I
know that's just the type of person that she is, she's just so insecure
with herself that she feels she has to put people down to make herself
feel like her life has worth. Well Andrea my dear, I'm sorry you have a
kid in a daycare that is abusive, I'm sorry that you feel like you
don't havae a choice except leaving your son there, I'm sorry that you
don't have the nerve to take care of him, I'm sorry that your boyfriend
cheats on you and you feel like your life really sucks all around, but
did you stop to think that it might not be all of the other people in
your life making it this way? So someone comes up to me at work and
says that Andrea's been saying that I'm a snob. I see... is basically
what I said. The lies and the rumors, that I can deal with but I have a
hard time of people calling me a snob. Especially from a girl who goes
and gets $70 manicures or has her own home, or has the liberty to spend
money on herself... where as half of my clothes are hand-me-downs and
the other half all cost less than trn dollars... I've been working
fulltime at 2 or more jobs since I was twelve... I buy my own food and I
pay for school by myself. I buy all of my own school books, I bought
all of my own school supplies in school. I don't spend money on things
for me ever, I spend more money on other people every year than I even
consider spending on myself... Of the hundred dollars I've spent this
week, thirty of it went towards a birthday present for a friend, thirty
of it went towards things I wanted to buy for my nephew and the other
forty went towards food for me. I don't go out with friends very often
if it involves spending money because that would mean I couldn't eat for
a couple days. Don't get me wrong here I'm not complaining, I have
everything I need to live, it just makes me angry when people insult
the work I do beacuse I work hard for everything I have, and I will
continue to work hard. It just bothers me when someone thinks that I've
just had life handed to me on a silver platter when they couldn't be
more wrong.
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